Another thoughts

Jika mati itu solusinya..
Mengapa tidak dimatikan saja...
Atau..
Perlukah mematikannya sendiri?

4 am thoughts

Hati...
Pujuklah perasaan...
Rajuk kita...
Tak ada siapa pun yang tahu...

3 am thoughts

I think i am being fooled...

Nope

I AM being fooled! 

How fool and stupid I am

😔😔😔

Did you know?

Did you know...
When you feel like you’re a loser
Maybe someone actually is so envy with you..
Your life, your achievement, your beauty...

When you feel like you are at the peak of your life
Maybe you are actually just a jerk in someone else eyes

Did you know that?
The answer is no..
Because i don’t know too...

I’m might be a jerk but i’m also might be an angel
In someone else life

Please

If you are hungry
Please go and eat
If you are angry
Please speak out
If you are broken
Please ask for helps
If you feel sad and lonely
Please seek for calmness

And please
Don’t let others determine your worth
Your value
Your success
Your life

Please.

Tersenyum

Pagi jumaat yg indah. Pergi ke pejabat seperti hari-hari biasa. Ternyata rezeki berpijak kali ini. Aku dapat kopi percuma di perkarangan pintu masuk bangunan pejabatku.

Sedang kala menanti pintu lif terbuka, saja kutegur gadis manis yg turut berada di situ.
“You tak amik coffee free tuh ke?”
“Owh, tak... i takut nak minum kopi brand baru... takut tak sesuai dengan perut” ujarnya sambil tersenyum.

Kami menapak bersama ke lif menuju ke destinasi pejabat masing-masing.

Tiba-tiba....
“I think i never saw you before. Are you new here?”
Nada terkejut “eh?! I selalu je nampak you. We park our car at the same level lah”
“Eh laaaa... you drive this car (she mention my car plat number)”
“Yes! Thats me haha”

Lantas gadis manis itu tergelak sama dan berlalu keluar menuju ke pejabatnya...

Aku tersenyum sendirian di dalam lif. Wahai saudari, mungkin anda sedar akan kehadiran aku suatu ketika dahulu. Tapi dulu aku seorang perempuan gemuk, hitam, pendek lagikan selekeh yg kurang mesra alam. Well i guess its a very good start for me today. A simple greeting can proceed to a very quality n sweet conversation. Insya allah kita akan bertemu lagi pada masa akan datang. Dan masa itu, kita sudah pun bergelar sahabat.

Ting!!! Tingkat 30.

Aku keluar dari perut lif. Masih lagi tersenyum.

Andai

Andainya tuhan mahu ambil nyawaku di kala ini... aku redha. Tapi berikanlah kesempatan untuk aku mengucapkan kalimah suciMu di saat akhir nanti. Aku tak sanggup hidup sebegini...

4 am thoughts

Can you imagine, one day you woke up in a morning and realise that you are all alone by yourself. No friends and family that can be with you.. that can aupport you while you are actually at your very lowest point in your life right now?  Can you imagine that?

Its happening to me right now. NOW.